Tuesday, March 16, 2010 7:05 AM
Cover it with ice,
Numb it, Nothing more u can see.
When everything i see really hurts me.
Did you really forget? My msgs, my number, my hotmail.
I still remember the words you said that hurts me, The glances you casted that hurts me, the first sms that u say im blur. The sms that u say im cute. All the sweettalk that i know is unreal, that i once tried to believe. The sms u ask me to intro girls for u. The sms u ask if m jealous twice.The sms u ask why i tell u i changed no. When we laugh over ur voice, When we discuss abt my swimming suit, When i keep blaming u for flirting, When u scold me for acting as if i now alot abt u. But i sitll rmb the tears i shed for you saying things that really hurts. Ignoring me, Blaming me. but now everything is no more. Why did u even send the first msg. danielleewenzhen i hate u!
I hate regretting.
I hate guessing.
I hate being insecure.
i hate my tears.
i hate myself for being weak.
i hate my decisions.
i hate making decisions that i will regret.
i hate Memories.
i hate myself for remembering memories that u had long forgotten.
i hate myself for care-ing so much about you and her.
i hate myself. Alreadygone.
i hate myself for grabbing it. Stop it. It's the end long long ago.
i hate myself for being not fine.
i hate myself who fail to protect myself.
i hate myself for care-ing so much.
i hate myself for care-ing so much when others simply heck.
i hate myself for care-ing, really.
but i just care dont i? As in why dont u guys care? Arent we friends? Why u all can behave like nth happen? i really dk why. Realy. is like, friends?....i dk. sc come le, this trend came in. She mayb like this with hazel, but we are definitelly not like this last year are we? i dk. really is like, u all never come and pei me go up? why is it my fault? why can u all just leave me alone like this and went Hahaheehoho afterthat? i dk. .i really wanna ask. But u all will only think im being petty wont u? It's only locker nia. coz i care what. As in...i dk. i rmb this early lastyear, then u, yh and lays all noe what to do le what. But, things really dont appear on the surface only. Why will u all just walk away when u all ask in a way that i never hear it? Is friends really like this? as in, im seriously asking, Is friends really like this? if it is really really like this, then.... omg i dk.
你为什么要说谎-叮当
这次我走开 再没有话要说出来
我想留在这里 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来
i Shouldnt care. Really. But how could i not to. Teach me.
Jp-ed today,
With Michelle, Yaying, Jiaen, Limhui, Clarice, Kimberly & yinghui.





I love Michelle ♥
I love Yaying ♥