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Sushi, unloved one.
Bombed e earth on 6Feb
Ashame of her mass, Proud of her fats
Once in cps and sick of Nhhs.
Love Pink and basketball.
Irk the sight of insects.
Love to jump to get high.
She love living in her own world,
So Do learn her language.
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She love Bulldog cause it's ugly :D
She love her pet, Xinyi, cause it's is Dumb ^^
She love Panda cause it's too logical :P

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The past

November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010

Wednesday, April 21, 2010 6:29 AM

Close my eyes,

to see the Black & White.

I love this picture. I dontknow why i always can feel a strong sense of sadness. I dontknow. Look at this picture, it hurts. Ouch, whats in there. Why i feel so sad when looking at this. whats all this man.

How am i suppose to feel.

I really dontknow what had happened to me. I really hate to type emo things on blog. I saved and saved draft. But, hey, whats going on man. Whats wrong. I dont know. I hate the seating arrangment. I wanna cry. I just wanna lean on a shoulder and just cry and cry. A hug that really warmed me. A friend that will say you have me here. A word of concern. A real world. I really. Ohgosh, i dontknow. Is not the seating arrangement that matters initally, but it trigger my mood, i cant deny.

I dontwant to sit with sabrina yang Qinyin. I dontwant to sit daniel lee wen zhen. I want my clarice. I want my jiahui. I want to see teacher and yaozhong joke. i want to laugh at clarice's epic face. I want to wave behind and give yaying a smile. i want to glance sooche and catch her sleeping unglam-ly. i want to pull my table far behind yaozhong and feel good. I want to do things w/o reasons and laugh when i relaly feel like. I dont want to see people flirting. I want to laugh at limhui attitude and kimberly's laughter. I want to see Bongthaiming walking damn slow to teacher's table and laugh.

I miss yihsiu. Really, and i really do. I miss when we two went to BB macs and study. When every morning we go refill water. When i ask u to go toilet with me. When u give that dumbdumb smile. When u comfort me. Yihsiu, How are you?

I hate the feeling of unable to tell anyone the reason i cry.

The fucking reason that made me pour like shit.

I hate lying. I hate putting a strong front.

I hate it when people notice my eyes.

I feel like suffocating myself with the jacket in the classroom.

I hope i can hide myself from the class.

I hope i can fall asleep soundly like a baby.

I hope i know how should i feel.

I hope there is someone to pat me and say, u will be fine.

But, why, why is people like this.

I told u all are good guys, then next instance,

you all are flirting.

What damn thing this?

I hope i had never met u. I dontknow why u sms me. i dontknow why i must love u. i hate it. Why is there no reason for this? Whats all this man. Someone, tell me. But i will be so damn fine after a period of time.

After i cried, after the tears dried, after i realise, after everything will be fine.

Cause i know, If it doesn't kill u, It makes u stronger.